A Gamble

Can i begin to discover the addicted mind ?    Broke like a joke !  With - out a dime .  the money all gone such is the  sad , the emotion crashing , from the rush of losing cash . Blinded  by the possible fantasy,  and rejection of becoming rich .  I live in a castle !   Close to the ditch . Ain't  life a bitch ?  I watch passer by's , i wonder where they go . Possibly ! Wishing ,  waitin for the next casino code.  Pushin my lap top threw site  after site ...........  Tryin to find a free chip. They'll only take ,  using me as a fish intended for bait . A roller coaster into life . A high better than any junkie drug  . The grand smash !! Or swept under the rug . In my ditch water mud .  I get up from a confused other world , dust my self of ....... TIME .......     PASSESS   ...............    I find another chip ,   off i go, to find another gambling ditch ... Maybe i'll win remission , give up my child hood ambition, to be one day rich, and full of addiction,  either way i'm no musician ,casino took it back , with out permission ............... A   major , major , major collision .  System down ...... There is nothin ! Not even a sound . Your heart  slows , rythmn takes the toll .....    To the devils way i was sold .    ..     ..     .....     ...    Confined in my gamblers mind, on a roll .  ............    As you pass on the next free chip, just say fold ...And grow into a fantastic mold .......One that cares , and gives to others....  .  The casino ditch is no longer my brother , hell that casino,  ain't even my mother !!!!! ...... I moved from the ditch, into the dumpster ,no longer am i , a gambling monster  !!!!!!!!!!!!!  

Great "poem"/piece - did you write it?

I dont get the poll though!
blue

Yes i did . It  is just a poem . not a poll . Sorry again . I'm new and did not know how to just say something about me, and me, and my friend me . What ! Did i just say ?that ? Apologies ....

No need to apologise.  Its a great piece.

Lmao ....  u  nailed it  .  u won a free absolutely nothing  ... crazy ! hope u  get hours of entertainment with your new nothing .. every one is talking about it  ..  enjoying it, playing with it,taking it 4 walks,picnics ... you  can take it any-where........but once you finish with it, just get a new one ...

what's Lmao?
When was the last time you got any sleep??  Are you seeing slots in your eyes?

Lmao--- is,,, laugh my a** off .        But what really bothers me is tryin to c  down ,, Well you know  ,, the top of a  ,, well u know .. Jesus how do i say it  ...  n  you think i'd know  what was comin  ..  who needs sleep when u got  slots ,,, To crawl up on .... I can tell u slot stories that would blow my mind  ... truley, i'm lonley .  I hurt inside . My  doc says it's my uncle-dads fault . He fed me with a bottle 2 long . I didn't grow ..  I loved my nipples to much  ...... hahaha    ha hahahaha  ha ha    ha 

we all have our stories, don't we.. ::)
personally i don't want mine published..I work for the government!

I just found access to this forum from a search engine, goes right to my profile, that means it can be traced back to my computer.

I need to watch it.  But if you need to get real, I don't mind chatting with you offline.

we all have our stories, don't we.. ) oh, boy boy tell me about it! I play and play but never cashed out any$$$. for me gambling is just a fun that's how I see it for my own sake. If I expect to win and loose I would be crushed so I don't but I have to say, SO SAD EVERY TIME I LOOSE!!! :'( :'( :'( OH, WELL! THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW...